Yea I guess its really unconventional to place private stuff on a general blog. But what the hey!!! xDD

You see... everyday we do the same old thing. We wake up, take a shower, have some breakfast, maybe do a little pushups, pack our stuff, put on our ID tags and off we go to Uni. Then in Uni we walk up and down, say 'Hi' to each other, laugh at each other, and smile.

I like that. Not a hint of camouflage in it. xD

But recently I discovered... heh.. a kind of sad truth.

These feelings, these memories, these times of joy and happiness and pleasure and excitement, of surprise and exhiliration, of new things to discover about each other, of laughter and of smiles, and of the moments we shared together.

They won't be there forever.

Hmph....

Sometimes I look back.. and I see the same things over and over again. Once you climb all the way up to the top of the mountain, you have a blast of a time, because all the effort you have put in is finally paid off. But when you take a little longer, you start to wonder. So.... what happens next? What do I do? The view before me is pleasent and all.... but what?

Something's missing...






But what....






Guys and girls... FETG-1 is going to be disbanded in exactly 24 days, 22 hours, and 29 minutes. Yet.. time seems to stop. Every moment we are having.. seems.. alittle too surreal. Like a drama. Like a freakin movie.

The first day I came here, the first person I shook hands with, the first class rep who laughed and joked at, the first brother who supported me, the first sister who looked after me, the first leader who taught me, the first joker who could make me laugh more than I could laugh, the first multi-talented girl with the looks to go with, the first 呆呆 girl who smiled 24-7, the first MyVi driver with a sense of humour, the first friend who dared give me a hug, the first... of many many things....

It happened just too darn fast, huh? One moment we were complete strangers, the next moment we were acting like we knew each other so darn well. Heh.... Its more like a dream to me that anything else. That was..until I realised something recently.

Something important.






Some said it was because FETG-1 was the most teamwork-able group, 人缘 dam yeng.








SOme said it was because of Yee Hong and Jessica who couldn't help but bond us all together.







Some said it was plain fate.









Some blamed it on luck and timing.









I say.....





Because in this world of ours, no matter how much we have gone through... no matter where we came from, what we are going to be, the time, the place....


For once in our lifes, there is no status quo. There is no who, what, why or where. No distrust and misguidance. No cold shoulders and anxiety. Because for once...







Someone listened.

And because we listened... we found a place in our hearts, an emptiness was instantly closed up. We bonded. Dramatically. I don't know why.. maybe its fated, but for once...

1 person spoke his mind, and 24 others listened.








To listen....






How many more times?

Is this going to go on? How much longer? Until it ends? Heh.... No one knows. I cant tell you the exact date. But what will happen will happen. What's lost is lost, and what' gained will be cherished.

Because although by namesake we will no longer be FETG-1,

But that FETG-1, 2009... Y1S1.... will be embedded in our hearts... like it or not. Those faces, those voices, those smiles....

=)




How many more times?


I don't know...


Cuz I don't find it necessary to count. xD