To: Jake

Lately.. I've been indulging in a really old yet awesome anime, One Piece. Lolx. There were sayings in it that I loved so much and touched me so much that I wanted to tell u guys and girls about it.

'So what if your opponent is stronger? So what if you have littlle or no chance or winning? You won't win until you try, won't you?'

'I wont turn my back in a fight... a scar on my back.. is a disgrace'

'If u are serious about it, then put your life on the line.. otherwise turn and walk away. It's not your fight.'

'Let others laugh thier hearts out. Let them not believe you. But never stop believing. Because you lose the moment you stop believing in it yourself as well.'

..and many many more. The thing is.. there is something we can learn here. Because we are all existing an entwining universe that is spiralling out of control, ever changing rapidly and fast-growing, having a heart that will not change no matter the situation is utterly, well.. impossible.

But the thing is.. there is nothing wrong about believing in something other people might think doesnt exist or is impposible. If someone told Edison that the light bulb was a fantasy, and he stopped believing in himself, you won't be able to dota all day in a well -lit cyber cafe. If you think there a chance.. take it. Its hard not to let go of your grip, because you're going to tumble into a hundred obstacles that will hurt every part of you. But once that 'chance' leads you to your ultimate 'goal'. No more laughs, no more pain. Just you and the moment.

So if your up for it, then don't turn back. SInce you put your heart into it, you bite the dust, and you don't stop until every bone of your body has turned to dust. Becasue you don't give youself a reason to pull back, at all. You do that, and you have already won the day for yourself. Unless you're ready to do that, don't take it up in the first place, because you already lost the fight.

Because if you cant put your everything on the line to grapple on that hook dangling off the vessel of 'Dreams', don;t hold on at all, because even if you rach your final destination, the price you paid is far much too much you can bear.

But once you placed your heart into it, you take it all the way to end.

PS: a shame I cant go to war with you... but I know my eagerness to win is not as strong, therefore I won't take the chance. But I know you have that heart to win. So all I can do is my prayers and if anything, my help if you need it. ^^ Go kill them!